This is my project in my life. But which is the way to get it?
I'm a 20-years-old girl.
And the only thing that makes me happy it's music. It resolves all my problems.
Unfortunately I can't run from them for a long time. I have to live into real life. And in the real life I have a friend. Only a friend. I decided to call him Mushu, like Mulan's little dragon. He's my everything but also in this case there's an "unfortunately" to say. I don't think I'm his everything. I would like to but I'm not. He's looking for the love of his life and as all the men he wants her to be beautiful and with a perfect body *cough cough big boobs cough cough*
Anyway I really appreciate his friendship. Maybe it's the only real friendship I ever had. Most of my friend abandoned me for a reason or other.
Ok, I just realize that this first post it's becoming too depressing. And I don't want to.
I'm starting this new blog because
I want to live. I’m tired of cry and complain about my life (ok, most of
the time I think it suck but who cares?) I want to feel like I felt at Bastille's gig. It was amazing. I felt like there was no problems, no fights in this world and inside of me. It was just me. And music. Nothing else.
That feeling was the closest to happiness. And I'm looking for that feeling again.
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