First post of this 2015! I wish I had written something in January but oops can you believe is it February yet?! I'm so scared of how the time flies and we cannot do anything to stop it or just slow it down. Last year wasn't an easy year for me and for the first time in my life I'm glad it has passed this fast. At the stroke of midnight on New Year's Eve, I felt free. Free from all the tears which went through my face, from all the sorrows, from the times I felt my heart broke apart. And then I breathed. Fresh air filled my lungs. Freedom filled my soul. I realize it was time for a new year, a new me. I let go all the bad moments I lived in 2014 and I made more space for the things and people that really count in life. I was finally ready for a back to basics. Even if the first few days of my 2015 were pretty busy (work in progress stuffs) I made it just in time to celebrate my birthday. I've always being scared of becoming older but this time, again, I was just happy to have the chance to spend another year on this earth with people who really care of me, with my family and my friends. I spent a really nice evening in a pub with those 10 friends who have never leave me, no matter what. I don't see them very often because of uni lessons (THEIR uni lessons, I'm still on holidays, if we can say so xD ) but I can always count on them. One of those friends is M. and I was literally over the moon when I saw him because I hadn't seen him since April 2014! But what made me happier was the fact that nothing had change between us. Of course, a lot of things has happened since 2014 so we had decided to meet again and talk about what has happened in our life in so many months. I have happily discovered I'm becoming an expert at doing summaries.
Apart from funny stories and various updates, I have learn a very important lesson from that meeting. Spend time with people you love and who love you back. Don't loose your time with people who call you just when they need something from you. Build a good friendship which is clear, no secrets, no behind back talks. If there is a situation that bothers you, do not wait for a miracle to solve it! If you really care, just talk. Fight for people you love. Because no money will ever buy you the love you lost once. And love is the most essential thing in the world.
