Wednesday, 25 June 2014

Laughter Lines

"I'll see you in the future when we're older and we are full of stories to be told" -Laughter Lines by Bastille- 

Dan's voice makes my heart bleed. What is the future? What is waiting for me? My life looks so confused sometimes... well most of the times. I cannot really see any future for me. I mean, I'm not talking about die tragically and unexpectedly. But I cannot imagine a future as other people imagine. Everybody dreams about their future job, how many children they want to have, where they want to live. I am not like everybody else. My future life should start in September but I don't even know if I am gonna arrive at that critical moment. I have an exam to pass before start living my dream. And if I not pass the exam, how my life is going to be? Would I finally find the life I am looking for? 
I don't have any answer to this last question. But the only thing I am certain about is that I'll always have a person in the future. My person. She gives me strength and courage and believes in me more than I do. Probably I'll never be thankful enough for all she does for me. I'll try to do my best to repay her in any way. Because she's my person. She's my sister. She's my everything.