Wednesday, 15 October 2014

I'm missing you like crazy..

I'm here in the library, taking notes and doing a random writing test without any success. Do you want to know why? I'm thinking of you. Again.
As soon as I open my exercise book I found out a note you made while we were at class, playing like kids. The exercise book itself remind me of you.
I remember every morning you arrived at school and hugged me.
I miss those hugs.
I remember you and then me starting to write desperately because none of us has done the homework. And I remember me trying to focus on the task but giving up every time. My mind was full of you and your words.
I miss pretending to write standing by your side. Well, right now I'm pretending to write as well but you are not next to me.
I remember that day you made me hear the song that it's my alarm clock since then. And that same day you told me something that stopped my heart for a moment because it is not usual for me to hear the words "I like you".
You probably thought I was a heartless woman but I'm just too bad at express my feelings.  Well, actually you reclaimed me for not expressing my feelings, but I swear you I'm the worst person for it.
Anyway, I really miss you. And I don't miss you in the sense that I miss our 30-minutes-long romance, I miss our friendship. I miss going out with you and drinking beer or even drink a coffee. With you everything was easy and funny and enjoyable. Some days I feel so empty and the first though that cross my mind is to do something with you. But we are at around 900 miles apart.
Anyway, I'm happy for the time we spent together. And no one could ever make me forget it. And the fact that I miss you like crazy is the proof.